[She hadn't planned on staying alive. As soon as she had decided to kill President Coin instead of President Snow, she had decided that would be the end right there. She'd take the nightlock pill and end her own life as well. Make it so that no one could ever use her again. So she wouldn't have to live with the consequences of her decisions.
But Peeta had interfered. And Gale wouldn't shoot her no matter how much she had pleaded with him. Nor was she able to starve to death while she waited for her trial to finish, either.
She was alive. Just like the girl said. Alive whether she liked it or not.]
I don't know.
[Because, if she truly thought about it, she had never planned on living this long. She had never considered it a possibility.]
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But Peeta had interfered. And Gale wouldn't shoot her no matter how much she had pleaded with him. Nor was she able to starve to death while she waited for her trial to finish, either.
She was alive. Just like the girl said. Alive whether she liked it or not.]
I don't know.
[Because, if she truly thought about it, she had never planned on living this long. She had never considered it a possibility.]