[And that's why she made a promise to herself not to fall in love again. She couldn't go through that kind of pain again. But it'd be different, she thought, if someone loved her. Someone she only liked. It'd be selfish but at least it'd keep her safe from any future heartache.
Her own survival needed to start coming first again.]
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Her own survival needed to start coming first again.]
I'm not going to go through this again.