[She doesn't want to forget everything. Not the time spent in the arenas, not the way he had offered her the bread all those years ago. Not Snow's hijacking or how, despite that, he still saved her life the day she tried to take it. That she wants to remember. The important bits. The bits that made Peeta Peeta to her.
What she wants to forget is that look in his blue eyes the first time she told him that she loved him and meant it. The way it had felt to have his arms and body around her in the night. How the kisses and the hunger for him helped lessen the pain. What it was like when their relationship was actually real.]
It's been four months. [She responds quietly, blinking back more tears.] It hasn't gotten better.
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What she wants to forget is that look in his blue eyes the first time she told him that she loved him and meant it. The way it had felt to have his arms and body around her in the night. How the kisses and the hunger for him helped lessen the pain. What it was like when their relationship was actually real.]
It's been four months. [She responds quietly, blinking back more tears.] It hasn't gotten better.