I've been here for nearly three years now. Apparently I've been here twice before too. And I never remembered any of it. I see that happen to my friends as well. They just come and go and forget it all. A month ago, the girl I wanted to marry left here. She's forgotten this place too. But what happened here was important. And you're with Peeta now, right? So maybe you have an idea of what that's like. How important remembering that is.
Luceti has been here for almost five years. And it just happens over and over. People leave and forget. We just live here. Waiting for bad things to happen. Enjoying the good things when we can. But that's it. Maybe I was okay with that for awhile, because going home would be fine. I wouldn't have to fight for anything.
But I'm still here. So I go on the missions. I do what they tell me, because maybe eventually I'll learn something that will change everything. Or I'll get an opportunity to break free. I'm playing by their rules, but only because we both get something out of it. Maybe I'm risking injury doing it and I do get hurt a lot when I fight for them, but it's worth it. Just going home and forgetting everything that happened isn't good enough anymore. Things have to change here. Otherwise I might just come back and forget everything. That's not enough. I need more. I've killed too many people for them to just wait and see what happens next.
[Two days ago, there was a lot of fire in what he wanted to say. There still was. But there was a resigned sense of sadness present there. The idea was still the same. But he wasn't nearly so adamant about it. Especially with how long it had been preying on his mind as he prepared an answer for her.]
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Luceti has been here for almost five years. And it just happens over and over. People leave and forget. We just live here. Waiting for bad things to happen. Enjoying the good things when we can. But that's it. Maybe I was okay with that for awhile, because going home would be fine. I wouldn't have to fight for anything.
But I'm still here. So I go on the missions. I do what they tell me, because maybe eventually I'll learn something that will change everything. Or I'll get an opportunity to break free. I'm playing by their rules, but only because we both get something out of it. Maybe I'm risking injury doing it and I do get hurt a lot when I fight for them, but it's worth it. Just going home and forgetting everything that happened isn't good enough anymore. Things have to change here. Otherwise I might just come back and forget everything. That's not enough. I need more. I've killed too many people for them to just wait and see what happens next.
[Two days ago, there was a lot of fire in what he wanted to say. There still was. But there was a resigned sense of sadness present there. The idea was still the same. But he wasn't nearly so adamant about it. Especially with how long it had been preying on his mind as he prepared an answer for her.]